Sunday, 1 April 2012

Journal Entry 2 (Peris)


What makes her think she can just lance around Prettytown and embarrass me in front of all my friends? Tally arrived at my home late at night yesterday and acted all awkward and strange. I’m not sure what she meant by coming all this way, but she just said we were best friends forever. I tried to get her away by convincing her it’s not safe here. I felt quite bad about her since she was just so ugly. How can someone live with themselves when they are so hideous?  I feel satisfied with my life right now and I think Tally would just never leave me alone. Yes, we used to be best friends, but I have moved on from that and am having a great time. I don’t want to hurt her feelings and make her hate me.  This town is magnificent and I have never felt better. Every single day I have fun and our friendship, I believe, has ended.

That night, when the elevator opened, is still in my head. She took her mask off and her face was just appalling. Every single being here is so beautiful and nice and when someone like her just walks in and demands for a friendship makes me remember how horrible the days when I was ugly were.  I have put that behind me and am focusing on making new friendships, going to parties and just living my life. I feel that someone like Tally would just hold me back and limit me. I don’t want to have limits; I want to be free and left alone.

As for now, I am not prepared to face Tally in three months and I just hope she stays safe and lives her own life the way she wants.  When the time comes, I will express my feelings to her and pray she understands. I don’t want to break her heart ,but I want to be happy myself. 

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